Vent art of my concentrated feelings of the past month and a half, my general sourness of the Waterparks fandom as a result of certain events and my heightened battling internal mindsets of wanting to be left alone and everyone to go away and shut up forever, but how lonely it makes me feel, and the desire to not be alone but knowing that I'm annoying and not wanting to annoy people but being unable to stop.

All manifested into ponified versions of Awsten Knight's selfcest personas. Yup.

And I gave these two extreme opposite personalities, St*rfucker craves attention, any attention, positive or negative, someone to listen to him, be it one someone or many someones, he doesn't care, just someone. If he doesn't have that for too long, he starts to dramatically hurt himself, would surely kill himself if left alone for too long. He knows he's annoying and noisy, he can't help it, he just is.

Soulsucker just wants to be left alone, to shut out all noise, to shut out everyone else, his goal is to be just by himself in peace and quiet, he's not against using violence or breaking shit to get those goals. But when he is alone too long, he starts to miss that annoying buzzing in his ears that he can barely hear behind his earmuffs of chatter, it brings him peace to his broken nihilistic mind.

They are self destructive if not together. Together, they're just annoying.

Sidenote, is there really no tag for self-asphyxiation? Or am I dumb and can't find it?