Alrightyyy, big yap session/life Update here, sorry in advance for the rant. This is more for my own peace of mind, and I'm not trying to put down anyone. This is about my own recovery from unhealthy coping mechanisms. For a while(latest i can find was ten months or so ago) I would comment on/make artwork of really questionable ships or art, mainly pinkiejack, twispike, etc. Or proship/suggestive art in general. I'm not going to make excuses for myself here, because what I posted/indulged in was questionable at best and harmful at worst. In the past few months, ive grown out of this without giving it much thought. I just thought "oh, I dont post these things anymore , thats it," but this has been bugging me as of late. I just want to get it off my chest and say I dont indulge in these ships anymore, and I have lost a lot of interest in both g4 and and g5 since then. This is for my own peace of mind, again, because not acknowledging my faults and just clamming up about it feels wrong to me. I ask you to please understand ive learned from my bad decisions and behaviors and am doing my best to grow as a person. Thanks again. If i post more, it will probably be OC content or just a doodle here and there. Thank you for reading.

Edit Feb07 2024: Hi again y'all. Thanks for being patient with me, but this fandom holds a lot of dark, bad memories for me. I was not a good person and struggled with very dark thoughts throughout 2022 and early 2023, and while I am grateful for the opportunity to create for so many wonderful people, I am also incredibly ashamed and regretful of my past actions. Thanks for understanding. I probably will not post here.