>Be me
>Changed residence
>Moved to another country
>Living in another continent
>Prepared for University (Masters Degree)
>Started the Masters with enthusiasm
>Academic Level is one order of magnitude
>Gotta study harder
>What the F are these kinds of Maths?
>Workload ramp-up begins
>EuregioWeather.exe enters the chat
>WinterBlues since October
>Haven't seen the sun in months
>Depression.exe kicks in
>Barely scraping for months due to scholarship being superdelayed
>Thanks F*cking SOYcialist Memexican Govt.
>Living day-to-day
>Half-assing German language
>Hochdeutsch is not enough due to funny regional accents

• angry latino noises* (still learning German, tho) >Try to find refuge in art and creativity >Discover AI-Generative Models >Discover how said AI-Generative Models are trained >Give it a try. >Autismo.exe makes me give a prompt to recreate one pic of mine >Pic-Related is generated >Fck this sht, they actually used my insignificant art to train >NewFearDiscovered >There is nothing sacred anymore >The MastersDegree topic I study generates precisely pic related >I either become part of the machine and destroy part of my livelihood or perish >Fall deeper into depression and bigger existencial crisis >Try not think about it >Family members dealing with sudden illnesses during the winter (One of them had a stroke) >Become even more anxious and depressed >Almost flunk the semester >Abandoned all pleasure, games and health >Mental_Breakdown has entered the chat >Been away from everything for months

IM SORRY
IM SORRY
IM SORRY
IM SORRY