TwilightSparklebagel Blog Drawings 2012-2014

I don't talk to any of these people anymore.

I have a note from AnY on FA that I never opened because I was too scared of what he might say despite the high likelihood that it was nothing more than a mundane reply to my own note. Maybe the possible mundanity of his reply deterred me from my original purpose in sending him an unsolicited message after four years without contact--which was to apologize for my past immaturity in promising to work on a video project and not accomplishing it due to my own extravagant plans, my lack of ability to finish artwork, and the heavy workload of my summer internship. My friend group had imploded at that point and I was gaining quite a bit of weight around that time. The years were not kind to aisu. She kept eating corndogs and couldn't figure out why she was sick all the time even though it was from the fucking hot dogs. I also was getting a little too into the liquor at the time, it wasn't too bad until later that year, but these images span from about January of 2012 to about July of 2014, probably my most productive span of art creation. Many doodles, not many finished things. I wanted AnY to pay attention to me for a very long time, so it's probably best I broke off contact.

The dark grey pony is Theory brony, he goes by shutupadachi now and is scamming people working as a voice actor for anime fandubs. He wasn't doing well for a while, but from the last I heard, hes doing better now and sorted things out.

The other orange horse which is not aisu is pastanaylsis. He was a monotonous guy that made reviews. I remember one specific instance where we spent an hour back and fourth on a top, arguing our points, despite arguing in favor of the same thing. I offered to meet up with him when I was breifly living lose by but he turned me down!! I tried to leave a comment on one of his videos years later but he ignored me :P. He did want to talk to me when I knew someone he wanted to talk to but when I tried to help him out, he didn't do anything about it! 変ね。

Uh, Tommy Oliver is in some of these. I'm kinda interested in what he gets up to now a days and I watch some of the stuff he does if only to gawk. I didn't have too much of a personal relationship with him. I was fairly infamous for "shipping" people. There's a sekaiichi hatsukoi parody of this by buizel149 that's still up to this day that I was very excited about having a little cameo in.

I guess that brings me to my love to hate affair with digibrony. I'd spoken to him a couple of times-probably because I sounded very young at the time I was drawing these. I'd always get a positive response from digi despite my subtle jabs. It was more me taking issue with the pretentious I think more people should see the birthday picture I did for him, because it's kind of amazing, in a way. Unfortunately wasn't aware of ponibooru at the time and had no idea how to get people to notice me other than stand in their streams and assert that I am the fastest typer. That attitude didn't go away for a long time.

I drew on stream a lot at the time and drew alongside other people streaming on fuck it was probably justin.tv or livestream. I was on picarto at the time so maybe on there?