hi guys. hope you all are having a great day and like this small sketch.

TW! venting

||first things first, just so you wont be scared, i am not gonna end myself or wipe my gallery clean, tho the next text may give such impression. i don't want you to feel bad for me, or to draw any attention to this problem at all. you are already the best audience for me and i don't want any extra. i just want to try to get this stuff off my chest somewhere, that is all. last pair of years were just a death by a thousand cuts for me. i spent most of those days trying to convince myself that it will become better eventually, but at this point i dunno if positive thoughts help me or just make another loss in my life more traumatic by feeding myself with hope only to see that everything becomes worse. i have no clue what life will take from me next. i just want to thank you all for staying with me during this time, i feel like art is the only thing that left from my old self at this point, and i will be forever grateful for your attention to it. thank you all. for just existing in my life, and all your support.
please have fun and live happy lives. i really don't need any encouragement words at this point, especially in comments, so please, instead of writing them to me, hug, write or tell people who you adore that they are important to you. thank you.
i love you all.||

i will be uploading more stuff to my gallery soon, so stay tuned <3 remember, life it is how it is and isn't how it isn't, lol.