Originally posted on: January 9, 2020, 5:37 PM UTC

tired
i dont know when this endless psychological torture will ever stop.
it has started to make me feel really hopeless, will i ever be okay again?
and that's when the suicidal thoughts come creeping in. I'm sick of these feelings, they're so unpleasent i can't even explain it. My anxiety, depression, ocd and not to mention psychosis, has really started to fuck me up completely.
It's been so long i barely remember how it's like to feel normal again. All i want is to be normal again. I miss my life that i used to own. But it has been stolen now.
I'd have seeked help again if it wasn't for the fact nobody took my problems and reasonings seriously. I'm a lost fucking cause.