A friend told me to draw my feelings... And that it would help... Probably vent...

Well... Here it is... The pathetic doodle from a depressing guy... I'm not sure if this works at all...

I want to die...
Why it's so hard to die...
I feel a cold pain in my chest, and I feel awful too...

It doesn't help my feelings that I just ruined the internet usb I had... So now I'm fucked up both for college and for chatting with friends... The latter being basically the only thing that distracted me from my... Problems...

To not mention that my best friend ever, Starlight Sword, still doesn't reply... Since 1st September last year... And I feel worried and depressed and guilty because I can't help but think I did something wrong to him and he left me... And also I feel like Hachiko... Waiting for him...

I... Sorry... I usually try to be good at tagging, but... I can't right now, sorry...

And also sorry for posting this... It's pathetic and depressing and shitty overall... I promise I'll be happy even when I'm depressed AF and post happy stuff, and avoid showing my depression, like I'm supposed to do... I'm supposed to act happy...