Do I look like I care?

by KopaLeo

I feel nothing.

If only I feel, but I feel nothing.

Ashes cannot feel anything, and my heart is ashed to dust.

Killing myself would simply confirm the truth: I’m dead… for quite some time already.

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Why is it that I only draw when I’m depressed? … Celestia, I’ve really decreased in art ability.

Don’t be scared or anything. I’m not gonna do it.

Not today, anyway. Not because I’m scared of dying and becoming nothing, it’s just that there are still some things I need to do before I lay myself under Princess Luna’s protecting wings.

Last year, I would die for her without a second thought, now there’s nobody for whom I’d die for.

The only thing worth dying for is the end of pain.