“Rose girls in glass vases

Perfect bodies, perfect faces

They all belong in magazines

Those girls the boys are chasing

Winning all the games they’re playing

They’re always in a different league

Stretching toward the sky like I don’t care

Wishing you could see me standing there

But I’m a sunflower

A little funny

If I were a rose

Maybe you’d want me

If I could I’d change overnight

I’d turn into something you’d like

But I’m sunflower

A little funny

If I were a rose

Maybe you’d pick me “

- Sunflower – Sierra Burgess is a loser

It’s insecurity time :‘D

It’s been long since I posted anything here :’) I’m not exately back since my exams are still going to last untill december but I’mma try to post something here this weekend :’)

So, I watched that movie last night and it just brought me back a whole lot of memories and feelings I thought I had buried deep down seven feet under.

But it feels like they just came back to life like a zombie after my brain ugh

I kinda drew myself in some kind of chubby and curvy body cause, well, if you don’t know, I am fat

And for my entire life, even today, I have been extremely self conscious about it and even though I’m trying to learn bit by bit to love myself

It’s hard

Like really hard.

I’m the one who’s always telling everyone to love themselves, that they’re pretty just the way they are, but I’m the one who feels the worst about being in my own skin. It sucks. Like a lot.

And sometimes it feels weird, cause people come and tell me I’m beautiful and all I can think of is “Are you fucking kidding me?”

Anyways, enjoy my vent sketch