Artist’s comment:

It’s often that I get sick in the middle of a Summer. I’m not sure if it’s allergies or cold. It’s quite stupid to be suffering from heat AND getting a cold, but I do have this experience. I even had a flu a few times before. But, you know… I’m tired of being mad and it’s not even funny anymore. Life always finds a way to keep me down. I get up again and again and I get another hit, one after another, with no time to really recover. It doesn’t make me stronger. It slowly eats me. Heck, the sickness will be over eventually but I KNOW something else is gonna come up instead. It’s not pessimism, it’s statistics. Ten thousand tails and a dozen heads. I will keep getting up, of course. I don’t have much choice, do I. But sometimes I break. Like right now. It’s not fair! Not one bit! If universe has a plan, it’s sucks. Big time.

Sorry. I can’t always smile. I know I shouldn’t let negativity out but I just wanna scream already.